So, The past few months have been awful at work…. quite honestly, it’s just not worth it to me working there anymore. I know, I know, there are bad things at every job. I get that. But when your job starts to suck your happiness out of your life that’s when you know that things need to change.
That’s how I feel. Lost. Like I’m just treading water. Not going anywhere, not doing anything. I think I’m listening too much to others as well. I need to do more listening to myself.
Some things I’m going to try to find my happiness and feel like I’m moving forward again:
1) Start working out again and make it a priority. The job is worthless if I’m not healthy.
2) Start blogging more. Blogging helps me get my thoughts out and see how I’ve changed. I think it’ll help me realize what really makes me happy too.
3) Start baking more. I let the idea of a bakery go down the drain again this year because I let work get in the way. That’s no way to treat my future.
4) Start crafting. I need to let my creativity flow. I’m too much of a creative girl to just sit here and not do it!
So those are some of my goals. I really need to just start putting myself #1 and that’s so hard. I’m one of those people who have that “do it no matter what and do it the best you can” attitudes even when I hate something. Great for my employer, bad for myself. I think I need to learn how to say “No!” every once in a while too.
Anyone else have trouble with saying no and following their own passion/dreams?