I’ve always been the bigger girl of the group. I’ve always been the chubby one and the one on a constant diet. But I also used to be the big boned athletic girl! I remember being slender and fit, just big. Large all around in all honesty.
So now with boot camp it’s about losing weight. And I’m trying, really hard actually. I can honestly say that I haven’t been cheating myself and when I have cheated I’ve owned up to it.
But. The. Weight. Isn’t. Moving.
–on a tangent–my cheats are awesome now. I “cheated” Monday night and texted my bootcamp leader so upset about it. My meal: tuna fish on a sandwich thin with hummus and pretzels. I was guilty over that?! HA! She really pointed out to me that I’ve made so much progress. My cheat in the past would have been fried chicken or a bacon cheeseburger and fries at Chili’s. At least my “cheat” is still healthy.
Anyways, so my weight isn’t moving and I’m also doing a lot of cardio and strength workouts during the week. I did just start my cycle (sorry to any men out there reading this) and I’m glad my weight didn’t go up like it usually does. I just need to know what to do to jump start my diet. So today, since it is the first day of my cycle I’m at home using a sick day (really hoping that once I am preggo I’ll stop having such awful intense cycles) and thinking that I need to remember to track my food and plan better. If I don’t plan, I’ll fail. Failing is not an option.